The devil s temptaion

IT s been 10 days since i last blogged..First up! I Wish all of you a happy Moo y3ar! Finance is not really good these days but i trust all of you to at least have some ang pows! My aunt told me :The amount in the Ang Pow dosent matter as long as you feel the joy when you share your money and power with other people''nice aint it?lawls ...=p

2nd up
I have been having mood swings...not in the body but in the soul..I mean its like(Example)go to church...people share things about how god has ''reaped'' thier ''sowings''...why do some ''sowings'' not even happen?some people have been giving to the lord with faith nearly every time they go to church but with no signs of blessings from the lord has been seen ...just then satan spoke to me ...the voice was raging inside me ...it says ...:''you have a point... why dont u just stop going t church and bow your heads to worship me?'' just then ideas and visions flashed across my mind...
The thought of getting what i want by worshipping somthing mankind has hated for as long as the lord was born..But the temptation was too strong..i just wanted to push him away but i couldnt..Suddenly another thought driffed into my mind..The thought of disappearing into oblivion after i die..with nothing left...
my existence was just to be erased just like this? ''NO!!''After losing so many friends just for the thought of brining them to Jesus...After all i Gave...i wont let these things go to waste!!Just then satan left my mind...but the sign of his existence was in my mind just like a scar..the thought of having my eternal life just gone in a wisp.....but having what i could get in juz seconds....
Help me....